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This year has started on a very rough note. A very great aunt of mine died and a friend of mine dumped me for someone else. I've been very bitter for a while now and it sucks. I have a bf (sorta) and some other guys have been flirting with me. Fate works in weird ways. It gave me a shit hand and now all of a sudden it's trying to treat me nicely. Idk, this year has started on a rough start so my drawing spirit is gone. Idk when it'll come back.
I'm back!
I mean it this time and not just here to type up a complaint. I'm actually posting my pics(mostly WIP) that i've made this year thanks to the support of my bf and and animeluv44(who is now miraclehooip) of my efforts to draw. They've seen my growth throughout the year and i want to show that off.
I hate my past self!
I really do! and do you know why? BECAUSE I COULDN'T DRAW FOR CRAP! Seriously, just looking at my past pics at home and on this site embarasses me. They look so crappy i think to myself,"why did think this looked good?" I swear the feeling is super annoying. i just don't know why i just couldn't be born a great drawer. I always have constant reminders that make me nag at myself, saying that i suck and i can do better.:-(
Guess what?
Hi i got some some good and bad news. Good news: I'm working on more pics and finishing them. Bad news: I'm too lazy or forget to upload them. Yeah so my lack of uploading problem is still here and won't be leaving anytime soon. At least i'm not dead so that's good.:-)
Jealousy....
Every now and again i randomly browse the art on this site and can't help but gawk at them. I admit i die a little in the inside sometimes because i'm on the same freaking site with all these gods. I can't help be get jealous sometimes and wish to take a talented deviant's hand as my own. Am i wrong for feeling like that? i'm so lost here. :-(
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